That’s My Name
Conformity comes when you least expect it but wish for it the most. I start to think it comes together with a feeling of stability. Therefore I do not wish for a stable income, I want a catalyzed line of up and down that has me cashing million-dollar checks yet living on the edge of the line where my desire for growth meets my luxurious sense of home making. I aspire for the uncomfortable, to keep me out of the constant conformity and lack of innovation. My mind processes these ideas at the same time as it says goodbye to what is “normal”, what is extremely comfortable, subtle, generic, and “ideal”.
How then, do we come to terms with our need for constant change and actual compromise with ourselves and others? Perhaps it is the same thing — to chase after money is to chase after commitment, so… you’re never really committed if you’re chasing after that feeling of trust and understanding. So is there such a reliable thing as commitment, trust, and friendship? it’s like asking if I believe in God, well of course I do.
But if I don't believe in myself, am I covering up the truth from my own eyes?
Deceiving people will make you feel their struggle and have you think as their thoughts do. oversharing has a price — perhaps one higher than conformity itself. -
I am a non-conformist.
That’s My Name —
A.D.L.
